Oh I wish I could say I am looking forward to fall but just thinking
about the next couple of months brings me nothing but anxiety. I have a full
plate. I realize having a full plate means I have a lot to be thankful for. I have
a job where I am in demand. However, just looking at my schedule gives me an
ulcer. No kidding, I really think I’ve developed a stomach ulcer. When I think
about my upcoming week this week makes me want to run to my momma’s house. You
know because running to your momma’s house means no responsibilities and no
real worries. First off, this work week is going to be like 60 hours! And it is
my birthday. Doesn’t that sound like a lot of fun? Oh my birthday…. That brings
another load of anxiety to me. If I skip the presents and cake can I skip
getting older? It’s a deal so don’t worry about writing on my Facebook wall on
Tuesday because I am skipping it this year. I do not know why I am having such
a hard time as I inch closer and closer to the big 3-0, especially when my
friends who have already reached that milestone birthday take it in stride and
make it look not so bad after all. Each year just goes faster than the one
before. I need things to sllllooooowwwww down a little. I cannot believe how
fast the months fly by.
I am also very grateful that in the midst of my crazy fall
schedule that we have some really fun things planned. In ten days (if I survive hosting Business
After Hours and a football team) we leave for the beach. And just not to any beach. I am going to my
happy, happy, happy place which is Saint Simons Island, Georgia. I must keep my
eye on the goal. I am so excited that our friends Trina and Marshall will be
joining us. While we are there Trina will turn 30 (which adds to my own anxiety
about getting older but this is the part where I am supposed to focus on the
positive… ha ha). We are also planning to attend the UT vs. Auburn game in
November. Plus my best friend is getting married at the end of this month. I
cannot wait! I must keep focused on all the good and exciting stuff and not how
overwhelming and almost impossible my schedule seems. I would appreciate any
prayers and support.
